RUDIMENTS, pt. 181 Making Cars I'd never been told much about things from my father, in the short time I had anyway. He seemed always under a lot of pressure, whether to get things done or to somehow surpass some invisible goal of showing he was as good or better than other guys. (It never worked out). It colored everything he did, and I never figured it out. I couldn't think why someone would want to live that way - those were things that just weren't important in my mind, what someone else 'saw' you as, or where you yourself were within some 'pecking order' of what really was your own imagining. Yet, to him that all was important, and it was pretty sad too, in the sense that the achievement being sought was not really anything special at all. It was all bargain basement stuff. When you're all caught up in the low end of thing...